February 2011
I can feel myself giving up.
January 2011
halfway through applying to uarts i realized my dad printed out the art institute of philadelphia.
gr8 my essay is useless
h0nkycat-deactivated20110219 asked: Hi. I've only been following you for a bit, but I've really come to love your blog. I wish I had something to say to you because you seem like a really cool cat. K, bye.
I can’t sleep =/
I’m thinking a lot about how I feel like such a screw up. I mean last year was really horrible for me, failed suicide attempts, dropping out of school, my cutting and burning got out of control, and going to a mental hospital. I even got out of control with popping pills to get high. I don’t understand why I was so stupid, and I just feel like complete shit....
I had the most amazing day ever.
eeee.
going to philly leave me nice things to come back toooo!
ooooo worst mood award goes to *insert drum roll* >THIS GUYS<
anyway i’m kind of really upset and don’t even know why and i just want to sleep but i can’t and mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I’m lonely. :c
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going to bed~
PA in the morning.
co0o0o0o0ol
leave me asks i guess or something cool yeah.
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Someone come cuddle with me and keep me from freezing to death.
I want my scars to go away, I hate them.
fydollaho:
keith wins perfect human award. click here to see why.
kekekekeke
oooo airi better check her facebook, there’s a long surprise for her.
I have a lot of choices to make.
Do I want to drop out of highschool completely and get my GED so I can go to Uarts next year or should I finish Cosmetology and go to college after.
I think I have a good shot with Uarts though.
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I’m tired of lying. I didn’t go to florida back in October, I went to a mental hospital. I could have killed myself in October and I didn’t. I went somewhere that could keep me safe.
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I got a new theme so you should check it out.
oooo you did not just say skins sucks.
you are dead to me now.
dead.
I am crying oh my god, new skins and the player timed out on me.
NCAMPBELL I WILL SHIT ON EVERYTHING YOU LOVE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU!
eeeeeeeeeee I got over 300 views on flickr today, this makes me an excited kitten.
ew people on flickr are gross, i tagged my new 365 upload with naked asian feet and more and it’s gotten a good couple of views since I posted 2 hours ago.
Anonymous asked: favorite blogs?
ooooo i can’t wait to own my own apartment and 200 cats.
Your body isn't disgusting, society is.
Kind of want to take a nap, but the question is: should i?
also, should I move the wii upstairs so I have netflix in my room?
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I made a terrarium with Gloria today!
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I Don't Drink, Smoke, Swear or Have Sex, I Am A...
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Why in the hell did the ‘Bazooka bubblegum’ song just start playing in my head?
my eyes are so dry I wanna die.
Two days of school this week and then a 5 day weekend for me? cool.
I’m done with contacts for the time being, my eyes keep getting really dry so I’m just going to wear my glasses.
Please reblog this if you have a heart:
amberelizabeth:
youwannafeelthatrush:
stopallthismalarkey:
thaimonica:
itsvegas:
wherethefalloutlies:
sintactics:
REBLOG THIS AND LOOK AT YOUR BLOG. FUCKING DO IT.
lol HOLY SHIT. IT ACTUALLY WORKS.
LOL, i dont get what this has to do with having a heart.
Lemme go see what this is gonna do~
oh my god.
reblog it then look at your page.
just rebloggin because that...
please don't ever think you're anything less than...
I have yet to take a 365 but good news is wii’s have netflix~
I made a si recovery blog~ →
Or I might start a Hopeline blog? I have no idea really ahah.
So I think I’m applying to project toe, I really think i’d do a good job at it and it’d keep me distracted. I love helping people who are in the same situation as me. I don’t know why ahaha.
I need to stop texting project toe, I just keep making friends with the people.
I’m going to die, I have no plans.
someone kill me please.
please.
pretty, pretty please
don’t you ever, ever feel like you’re less than perfect
pretty, pretty please
if you ever, ever feel like you’re nothing you’re fucking perfect
to me.
Amy:
i just realized that i crave pizza
whenever im pmsing. EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW.
Me: how much do you pms omg
Me: freak.
thoughts.
I could stare at this blank screen for hours and still not have any idea what I want to say. It’s like hazy days, you know. I mean I want to pour my mind onto this so I don’t have to think anymore but it’ll never really fix that will it? No, it won’t. But I like having this to go back to I guess. I’m just so tired of putting myself out there all the time...
Why is it so cold? Jesus I want to start a bon fire in my room.
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have no life, someone come save me.
Project Toe
healing-:
simpleandnumbed:
letmefuckingvent:
This is an amazing program. If you self harm, and have the urge to, just text the word Toe to 331-442-4863 and someone will text you until your urge has passed. How cool is that?
I’m going to reblog this just in case anyone wants to try it :]
This is beautiful. :’)
ooooo
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